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      Clutch
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      "One Kind Word Can Warm Three Long Winters"
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      01/07/09
      Posted 1 year ago by Clutch

      One thought came to me after I left your site and began my work for the day. I told you that my tears were selfish because I miss him and my Dad who's Birthday is today the 24th. What I neglected to tell you is that I would never wish for them to rejoin me here. That would be too selfish!!! They my son and my father are having the best time and in no pain and I feel them with me. I just wanted you to know that. Love ya Brother, Your little sis, Clutch

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      Faith37
      Female, 38
      Paramount, CA
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      I LOVE MY LOYALS!!!
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      09/01/09
      Posted 1 year ago by Faith37

      JUST LEAVING SOME LOYAL LOVE-AGAIN! LOL. TAKE CARE,ALI.

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      Clutch
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      "One Kind Word Can Warm Three Long Winters"
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      Posted 1 year ago by Clutch

      Finally, I know that God has connected me with you and Big Boss and my other new brothers and sisters to help me. I am learning lots from you and my Big Brother Boss and I hope that you are learning a bit from me as well. I must go and begin my day now but, please know that I do appreciate your guidance and love. I am truly blessed that you have come into my life and I promise that I will never take you for granted! I love you my brother Soffiane, your sis, Clutch

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      Clutch
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      Posted 1 year ago by Clutch

      I promised God when my child was sick that I would give him back with no regrets as soon as he called and I thanked Him for giving me that special Angel. I still do every day and especially on these and other special anniversary days. But, I never said I wouldn't miss my baby and the good memories and bad memories that we shared. Those memories are my tears both good and bad. Does that make since? I hope that it does and I am happy that my child is in heaven waiting for me. I will celebrate the day I rejoin with him and all the people that have left me to go and be with God. It is just that some days are harder than others.

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      Clutch
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      "One Kind Word Can Warm Three Long Winters"
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      Posted 1 year ago by Clutch

      Now, this is hard to believe but, it was April 29th at 9 p.m. when he died but I remember it being a beautiful sunny day with a cool breeze blowing on my face. The smell in the air was sweet like honeysuckle flowers and I knew that my Kenny had gone to be with God and was no longer in any pain. My tears are selfish tears they come because I miss him so much and I know that is wrong but, I also cry from joy, knowing that my baby is having the best time in his life!

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      Clutch
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      "One Kind Word Can Warm Three Long Winters"
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      Posted 1 year ago by Clutch

      What I feared was that my Angel would be without me on his last seconds on this earth. But, she convinced me to rest and then in 15 minutes she came and woke me to tell me that my child died without me. I screamed and said not with out me please God, I was supposed to be with him for his last breath. So, God gave my child another breath and then another and I was able to hold him and comfort him until his last breath.

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      Clutch
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      "One Kind Word Can Warm Three Long Winters"
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      Posted 1 year ago by Clutch

      We had many trials to go through and there were many times that I thought it was time to say good bye. We have a service here where people like nurses and doctors and counselors come to your home in the last minutes of your loved ones lives to help you take care of them instead of them spending their last moments in a hospital. So, when my nurse asked me to go rest I said NO, I want every second with him. She said that I would also make the journey to Heaven with him if I didn't take care of myself. Honestly I wasn't afraid of that!

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      Clutch
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      Posted 1 year ago by Clutch

      Hello to my new sweet brother Soffiane, O.K. first let me say thank you for the posts. I think you need a bit of my history so you understand why this day and the 22nd and some other days bring tears to my eyes. Most of the tears are because I miss my first son and the joy he brought to me. I do understand that God chose me to take care of Kenny because he knew that I would keep him safe until God was ready for him (my son) to come Home to Heaven.

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      mabellene
      Female, 53
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      Hello Mindfreaks
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      11/12/09
      Posted 1 year ago by mabellene

      hi brother, i didn't know about the pics. we have alot to learn from each other. i will watch what pics i send you. i am learning. thank you for your wonderful post. i love your pics you send. i am always smiling when i see your headshot it is so cute. may you and your family have a blessed day. and may god watch over you. love ya sis

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      Clutch
      Female
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      "One Kind Word Can Warm Three Long Winters"
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      Posted 1 year ago by Clutch

      I am going to try and stay really positive today because when I let myself think of this day the 22nd of December I let all the memories come back and it's hard to sort the good from the horrible. So, to tell you the positive. This day began some of the hardest times I have ever experienced. I think I passed the test and have earned praise from God. I can't remember what Big Boss told me about prayers and how you earn special things for them. But, this day hurts me and makes me strong at the same time. So, if you get a chance stop in and say Hi and say a prayer for strength for me please. I love you brother, your new sis, Clutch